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Something a bit similar to coming out, I presume. A week ago I got a job, and now I have to "train" an AI (my position is called "digital methodologist"). But just before you hate me and claim me an art stealer... I'm not. It's not about art at all. It's about dull and boring studies texts it has to rephrase. So don't worry. You'll never see anything robot-made there. I won't steal anyone's artworks to teach it. I'll just go on as usual, and, maybe, today I'll get around to my requests since for now I'm working from home. I hope you won't hate me. Things are what they are, and I'll never be an arts thief. So yeah. How are you all doing? What's new? Aaaaaaand as for me, I'll go on with that robot. Still can't get why it has so many weird synonyms for "new" and how to make it work proper. Calling a studies program "sweet" isn't something I want it to do :c

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Since I got 1600 watchers not so while ago, I decided to open my requests again. But today it'll be more funny and curious than before. So let's get to the point.


  1. You send me a photo of your pet or just an animal you like (pls, try to give a good one, where all the features are seen).

  2. Fun is just about to begin. It'll be like a lottery. Since I choose your photo, it'll be up to me to choose the technique. You may get an ink, watercolor or pastels drawing. Or a full entire digital art. Like I said, it's like a lottery.

  3. You can tell me which technique you'd prefer. Like you can say: "I want it to be in watercolor, but not in ink, pls". I'll try to consider it.

  4. Aaaaaaaand way more fun in there. My good friend Sarah will take THREE of yours watercolor requests. So yeah. You may choose any of us you'd like. As for me, I'll take 6.

So here are some examples of what you can get from ME:

heart-shaped cockatiels

Capybara
Bite dem flowerz!11
Silver
Inktober 2023. #21: Chains

SLOTS: 1 - https://www.deviantart.com/unknownrussainrat (rat) -

REQ: Rat

2 - https://www.deviantart.com/toucanamphibiahouse (chicken) - 0% 3 - https://www.deviantart.com/tsukini2022 (dog/bunny) - 0% 4 - https://www.deviantart.com/nico-the-foolish (cat) - 0% 5 - https://www.deviantart.com/apophis324 (cat) - 0% 6 - https://www.deviantart.com/aliana-chan (dog) - 0% SARAH'S EXAMPLES:

Photo 2023-10-12 11-26-59
Photo 2024-02-16 21-45-52
Photo 2023-11-24 23-45-56

SLOTS: 1 - 2 - 3 - So yeah. Feel free to share your cuties ^^

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There are so many of you now, and I'm very grateful. So I guess it's time to make my own crowd happy - I'll draw 7 requests for you! No rules, no requirements - just tell me your ideas, and I'll choose the best among them. A few little warnings: NO digital art. I only had 2 in this year, and they both took eternity to be finished. You'll receive something like you all could see during my Inktober. And one more thing: it'll probably take some time. I have to work, and, besides, preparing for exhibitions and nanowrimo takes a while. So no rush, mmhkay? So yeah. Just share your ideas, and I'll try my best to represent them ^w^ SLOTS: 1 - female Tails for https://www.deviantart.com/hey7ey3ueyue -

2 - Mokomoko for https://www.deviantart.com/xxcordovamanxx -

REQ: Mokomoko

3 - Jasiri for https://www.deviantart.com/mrtman1998 -

REQ: Jasiri

4 - Ali for https://www.deviantart.com/captainmoonshine -

REQ: Ali

5 - Mask Woman for https://www.deviantart.com/rattlesnake1999 -

REQ: Mask Woman

6 - Insect-like guy for https://www.deviantart.com/soul-sketched -

REQ: Insect-like guy

7 - Bunny gal for https://www.deviantart.com/joshspeed7 -

REQ: Sports Bunny
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So my friends mostly decided that it must be here. So be it. It won't be about art, yet the person mentioned here once was there. Howevarrrrrr... let's go.


It all started almost 10 yeas ago, when I, a 17-year-old schoolgirl, decided to share some of her translations of some urban legends with the related community. It's important to mention that I had a very low self-esteem yet wanted to seem more... "valuable", let's say, that I actually am. That's why I wrote that I'm 4 years older on every single website I appeared. The community greeted me with warmth and this guy, who was 25. even wrote me a welcoming message. We chatted for a while and I told him that I lied about my age - he seemed so nice, so I wanted to just be honest. During our small talk he mentioned that he's disabled. Well, I'm not an abelist and never was, but I strongly beleived that it's a physical disability.


Never mind that. The community went on, and me and this guy kept chatting about everything and nothing. Like I always do, I tried to avoid all the edgy topics, however this guy was like throwing his disability in my face. That's how I found out that it's a mental disability and every time he mentioned a different thing that made him disabled. At first there were panic attacks, then it was something called "crippling anxiety" and way later it was Asperger's syndrome. I still couldn't care less. Ah yeah. One other thing I forgot to mention about myself. It's now that I'm ace and aro, but back then, when I was 17, I really wanted to have a boyfriend. Just felt a bit "incomplete" without one and nothuing could change my mind.


So yeah. Time's went on, and his small talks became more and more personal. Like he was trying to get under my skin at all costs. Remember that I was a teenage gal who almost hated herself and really wanted to have a boyfriend. I beleive that's why I didn't tell him to stop it all right now, but I still felt weird about all this stuff. He became to force me to write an erotic story (not that I never wrote ones - in fact, I have one helluva ton of them) mentioning the representation of two of us. I refused, yet he continued pushing. And one day he told me to make him a signature with the symbols "<3". I don't know, why, but I did it.


That was it. After I sent him a photo with this signature, he told me that he knew that I love him all the time, and that he loves me, too, and wants to be my boyfriend. Somehow in all my teenage stupidity I agreed. And that... well, as we say it there, "that unbound his hands". Every single day he wrote me his horniest and creepiest (as if the fact that a 25-year-old guy was hitting on a 17-year-old me wasn't creepy enough) messages about us, how he wants to brand me with his favourite symbol, feed me with his semen every morning, urinate on me on public and so on. The website we met on is dead now, yet I still have some of his messages copypasted to my friends on a different social network. So if someone needs to vomit yet can't, I can send them. Or share in commentaries. Lemme know if you want.


It's a kinda long story related with the community that his "love" affected quite a lot, so let's skip it. I myself am quite a stalker, and he is still in my watchlist (those with observative eyes can even find him among those who I watch), so I could keep an eye on him. After I dumped him on summer 2013 (I was 18 already, yet in his country I still was underage, bc the age of maturity there is 19), he started to do the same things with the girl who... looked like she's maximum 14 on her photo (the photo's removed now, so you'll have to just trust me). She had some serious problems, too, and her self-esteem was even lower than mine. I was strong enough to tell him to stop when it came too far. She did everything he wanted and was afraid to disobey. I don't know her actual age, but the mere fact that he was hitting on a girl who looked like a teenager is a problem itself.


And back to yesterday, I pesume. I have a F-book account, but since all these events had started, Meta and all ist stuff was considered extremistic and banned in my country. Yet I still can use VPN and just observe. This guy's still in my friendlist, so I decided to ckeck what's he doing now. Aaaaaaand... aaaaaaaand... he married a girl who looks even younger than me and takes pictures of herself in a bdsm collar and now they have a kid. And now I feel sorry for this little boy. No one deserves to have a latent pedophile and a pervert as a father. And I just keep wondering whether he wants his kid to see him feeding his own semen to his mother, taking her for a walk on a leash or even urinating on her in the park. Just the way both of the kid's parents look makes me think that they're both with big problems and their lust is the only thing that bound them. Trust me, they're both with what I call "mental stamp" on their faces. I've seen enough of mentally unhealthy people and even worked in a hospital for quite a while, so I know what I'm talking about.


I guess it's time to end this post. To conclude... well, in conclusion I would like to warn teenage gals that if they face the same "niceguys" of 25+ who want to have relationship with you, it's not about you seeming "way more mature than you actually are" - it's about such guys having problems with communicating with people of their age. And I just feel sorry for this little boy who couldn't choose their parents. I just want (at least) the guy's relatives to find out all the information about his adventures with teenagers and at least take the little boy away from them.


He's the only one I feel sorry for.

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So yeah. I have one helluva ton of fragments, but since I don't watch so many artists, I don't know who give them to. So let us play a simple game - you share your arts you like most, and once a week (let it be Sunday) I'll choose what I like and give the chosen arts the Diamond badge. There is only one rule - you mustn't be a Core member, bc I want to make it more fun. No other rules, y'see. Sooooooooo... let's get... started? ^^

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